salah ke i menjadi terlampau berterus terang .sejak bila ,straight foward = big crime ?bila diminta berterus terang ,i berselindung .bila i berterus terang ,things got ugly .people say ,we need some changes everyday to make our life better but it obviously drag me the ugly truth moment .i don't know what ,when ,why and where went wrong that make everything around me getting darker and flew with a shame upon my stupid-ness .
my mind only focusing on a phrase "of losing you someday" ,you may not see it now but i do .the history of past do teach me a lot not to go over someone who chase over others ,but do stay with someone who treat you in a good way or the way it supposed to be .
i do follow it ,but it lead me to the other way around .
i rather throw away this feeling if it keep us together like yesterday .
to be honest ,"i sayang you" dan i tak nak hilang you .